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purpose?”
to hang on to seventy is nasty, better only to thirty; one might retain ‘a
“You should love people without a reason, as Alyosha does.”
road. And they did not speak again all the way home.
for it will get warm in a minute. Yulia, bring some ice from the cellar
once reconsidered and reversed. At that instant Mitya suddenly stood up
The prosecutor swallowed this without a murmur. He was trembling with
reason, simply at my word, it shows that you must have expected something
“Yes, yes! You have uttered my thought; they love crime, every one loves
police; “look at him: drunk, at this time of night, in the company of a
as it were, to a certain semblance of that active love which they scorned
kitchen. Hullo! what’s wrong, what is it? Are we late? They can’t have
pictures of English race‐horses, in black frames on the walls, an
overwhelming. But from the confidence of the “great magician” they saw
admire your fasting and severities, but you speak lightly like some
at last they learnt that this holy man had broken his vow of obedience and
interest, and so on. But in view of the damage he might do himself by his
connections” were particularly insisted upon (she had called upon scarcely
“Drive on, Andrey! Whip them up! Look alive!” he cried, beside himself.
says.”
their conscience, all, all they will bring to us, and we shall have an
we shall set them to work, but in their leisure hours we shall make their
“I should not be surprised if he turns the ‘Metropolis’ upside down to‐
advantage of the fact that Dmitri stopped a moment on entering the room to
could he have had for throwing it so far? And if he was capable of feeling
pieces, I am told. He’s taken up the flooring, pulled apart the planks,
at the thought that she had deceived him and was now with his father,
hermitage they did not worry him to keep its regulations, and this too
of its success, but he must not delay acting upon it. Mitya resolved to
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1.E.7.
“Karl Bernard?” Alyosha was surprised again.
fuller, his hair stood up jauntily in front, and was plastered down at the
“An unseemly farce which I foresaw when I came here!” cried Dmitri
with Father Anfim, collecting funds for our monastery, and we stayed one
reader already. Mitya was impatiently anxious not to omit the slightest
Well, shall I go on?” he broke off gloomily.
“ ‘The wise and dread spirit, the spirit of self‐destruction and non‐
bringing.”
“But how could I tell that I didn’t care for her a bit! Ha ha! It appears
the sight of all. Men will even give their lives if only the ordeal does
screamed out, ‘I hate Ivan Fyodorovitch. I insist on your never letting
“The great thing now is to persuade him that he is on an equal footing
must go to Katerina Ivanovna to‐day, if it has to be at midnight, _with
“Only Moscow is farther and Tchermashnya is nearer. Is it to save my
The old widower Samsonov, a man of large fortune, was stingy and
There was a general burst of laughter. Alyosha looked at them, and they at
strong, irresistibly frank feeling. “Katerina Ivanovna has never cared for
earth united could have invented anything in depth and force equal to the
national and individual, only then the aim of our seclusion is attained.
the house, even more upset and uneasy than he had been when he entered it.
rested his hopes, and who alone had such influence on his father that he
he was aware of it himself. As a rule he was very willful, even
You seem to take me for Hlestakov grown old, but my fate is a far more
“But you said he was worried.”
“You have some special communication to make?” the President went on,
Of course there had been, in former times, saints in the monastery whose
“Why are you trying me?” Alyosha cried, with sudden distress. “Will you
And the devil groaned, because he thought that he would get no more
think you bribe God with gudgeon.”
I don’t remember him at all. He left my mother a small house built of
he had broken off with everything that had brought him here, and was
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making much of him, but he seemed somehow to be unmoved by it. He was a
to Count Mattei in Milan. He sent me a book and some drops, bless him,
“Then you will come,” said Alyosha firmly, seeing her tears. “I’ll go and
“Alexey Fyodorovitch,” he said, with a cold smile, “I can’t endure
too!’ That’s how the real Dmitri Karamazov, as we know him, would have
respect men like that and it’s not because he stood up for me.”
this business is a misfortune, isn’t it? She suddenly burst out laughing
his father. For our children—not your children, but ours—the children of
Mitya on the road: “ ‘Where,’ says he, ‘am I, Dmitri Fyodorovitch, going,
lot of you.” Mitya responded, joyfully and eagerly, at once holding out
“Your money or your life!”
yourself (if only you do know it) he has for several days past locked
That is, not every one, but all the clever people who come to him. He said
is sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in it, which will
that he did not know what to do with it. Kalganov took it from him and
dissatisfied with our lieutenant‐colonel. He was suspected of
Troy observed in a loud voice.
eldest.
am I on earth but a poor relation? By the way, I am listening to you and
frowned threateningly.
That’s all about it. As soon as I got back to town I pledged them.”
“As he has spoken now, believe it! I know him. He’ll say anything as a
have come to see Lise. I’m sure you meant to slip into her room on tiptoe,
body of such a saint was an actual absurdity, calling for compassion (if
that moment ‘What lies beyond,’ and whether Karamazov could, like Hamlet,
but, as usual, was beginning to scoff. At that moment Smerdyakov, who was
Chapter II. Lyagavy
Would they love him, would they not?
yearn for death and annihilation. But they will not attain to death....
“What is there to explain, gentlemen?” Mitya shrugged his shoulders
me better, nothing to make me a man. These people have not given me to eat
will not dispute them. On earth, indeed, we are as it were astray, and if
“And how did you get in this time, since the gate was bolted an hour ago?”
“By all means. Write down that I won’t say, that I won’t. Write that I
Chapter IV. Rebellion
And now after four years the sensitive, injured and pathetic little orphan
depress you, or you may lose your head and say the wrong thing in your
myself. And I feel like that myself, too. And the worst of it was that
The deathlike silence in the court was not broken—all seemed petrified:
complaining of headache.
The cur keeps it under his mattress, in pink ribbon. I am not a
former lover, nothing would have happened. But she lost her head, she
hospital, that if I said nothing about your faculty of shamming fits, you
“Well, but if they did thrash him!” he cried, laughing.
Grushenka spoke aloud, and, though she was alarmed, she seemed very happy
Ignatyevna, whenever he had a fit. There, lying behind the screen, he
in the corner. He had not been to school since the day he met Alyosha and
“What! Did he bite your finger?” The captain jumped up from his chair.
himself in time. Mitya, it is true, had not heard him.
and land, left him by his mother. Mitya did, in fact, pass into this
means. That truth entered into him and crushed him for ever, sir,” the
in that God’s mercy to them. I shall die, and my name will be without a
smile.
knowledge and unbounded conceit—that’s what the German meant to say about
Fyodorovitch has pestered me in a merciless way even here by his incessant
because I went to him then, and that he had a right to despise me for ever
I’ll say: ‘I’ve done nothing but give away one onion all my life, that’s
newsletter to hear about new ebooks.
Mitya sat down on a wicker chair, before a little table, covered with a
Smerdyakov wrathfully in the face.
in which they say we shall one day be blended. I believe in the Word to
forgive me. Now the secret of my reputation, ruined perhaps for ever, is
of evidence against himself, I thought as I listened that I was hearing
security. It was a pressing matter, gentlemen, it was a sudden necessity.”
one—on a marble pedestal which Dmitri had upset as he ran past it.
that I love you madly,” she moaned in anguish, and suddenly pressed his
criminal, O Lord, if even the Christian society—that is, the Church—were
“Your money or your life!”
reason why we should become bad, is there, boys? Let us be, first and
“Listen, Alyosha,” Ivan began in a resolute voice, “if I am really able to
“I’ve taken a chill,” thought Mitya, twitching his shoulders.
I’m her mother. Hold it in your hand, if you like, and I will read it so.”
think how glad I am to see you, my unexpected visitor. But you frightened
the course he suddenly announced to the ladies that he was going to see
related afterwards that there were five dishes: fish‐soup made of
had spoken of as a “mathematical proof.” Alas! its mathematical
naïve and simple‐hearted than we suppose. And we ourselves are, too.
mind. Grusha keeps looking at me. She understands. My God, calm my heart:
hungry.”
for soup, she had never sold any of her dresses, and one of these even had
stayed long. Her old merchant lay seriously ill at this time, “at his last
Kondratyevna had run to his rooms and informed him Smerdyakov had taken
on convictions. I fancied, too, that you were not expressing your own
“What is it to us? It’s not our business, but yours. You are doing
“Then why are you giving it back?”
Alyosha murmured, crossing himself, and falling into peaceful sleep.
ant‐heap, for the craving for universal unity is the third and last
“Absolutely no one. No one and nobody.”
captain. But only Alyosha and Grushenka had visited Mitya. Rakitin had
a disdainful and contemptuous air.
it love, and it will curse its past, for there are many good impulses in
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aloud with the rest, looking at the mother embracing the child’s torturer,
graver occasions, and very subtle and complicated ones, when Fyodor
nothing but the Church. When the pagan Roman Empire desired to become
Fetyukovitch had been brought from Petersburg partly at the instance of
Kuzma back all he has ever given me, to‐morrow, and all his money and I’ll
crowd instantly bows down to the earth, like one man, before the old
it himself afterwards, and for some hours he even made a dash out of the
laborer, brings here the farthing earned by his horny hand, wringing it
of December 1825, in which the most distinguished men in Russia were
to see him, as he had meant to. But though he waited, he sent Smurov to
Some stood up for me: “He faced the shot,” they said.
accompany us.”
I come back or till your mother comes, for she ought to have been back
strange sensation in his heart. This woman, this “dreadful” woman, had no
Alyosha suddenly gave a wry smile, cast a strange, very strange, look at
“The realism of actual life, madam, that’s what it is. But allow me to
“Here we see in excess a love of effect, a romantic despair and
been at home, he would not have run away, but would have remained at her
of to Ivan, all relating to his expected visitor, and these questions we
they have lived or not! And behold, from the other end of the earth
his guilt to Ivan Karamazov, as the latter informs us. If it were not so,
spying, never feel the stings of conscience at that moment, anyway, though
telling us about old times till we nearly split our sides.... Especially
Snegiryov’s face looked eager, yet bewildered and exasperated. There was
on the road to the monastery, Mitya had struck himself on the breast, “the
at last they have vanquished freedom and have done so to make men happy.
the clearer one is. Stupidity is brief and artless, while intelligence
concerned.—TRANSLATOR’S NOTE.
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him is not even a romance—this is a sphinx setting us a riddle which he
the wound was a mere scratch. And then I heard that the same day he’d been
how Mitya loved her, she will feel for Mitya!’
“Tell me now, what game have you been up to? Have you been fighting with
priest will give you horses back to Volovya station.”
eloquent and touching appeals may be made to your sensibilities, remember
he fell unconscious into the cellar. And in this perfectly natural
At last Mavriky Mavrikyevitch, too, got into the cart, sat down heavily,
obstinate as a mule. If once he had taken an idea into his head, there was
have dared to serve the truth, even when by doing so you risked incurring
for it, almost ready to cry, so that I was quite surprised. She has never
awfully glad to see you. What’s the sense of making friends in the frost
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morning. I lost my temper. If there is a God, if He exists, then, of
“But still—”
murderers have done that, but what sin have you committed yet, that you
Miüsov looked absent‐mindedly at the tombstones round the church, and was
it. What’s left of it, eight hundred roubles, is in your hands now,
warning the elder, telling him something about them, but, on second
unconditionally, and squandered it in two days with the new object of his
to look at her, laughing, and began jesting with unbridled licentiousness.
of getting married, and thinking and thinking of it till now she’s got it,
Fyodorovitch “in perfect honesty, and it’s only because his honor was in
I can’t bear liqueurs. And best of all, you’ve come yourself. We were
long over his dinner; another because he has a cold and keeps on blowing
ribs? Why, to send you to father and to her, Katerina Ivanovna, so as to
“Well, now we must proceed to the examination of witnesses,” observed
New York
What do you mean by _all_? What could you mean by it? Were you threatening
degrees Réaumur, without snow, but a little dry snow had fallen on the
straight before her, not at him, not into his face, but over his head,
“Do you know, that’s the truth, he’s not lying now,” exclaimed Kalganov,
1.E.7.
may be of use to you, Father.”
were the only inmates of the monastery invited. They were already waiting
from your eyes. You believe what people say, that I’m nothing but a
Once more they kissed hurriedly, and Alyosha was just going out, when
them, and was quite a specialist on the mechanism of the revolver. Mitya,
and is alive now.”
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gentleman, “I am convinced that you believe in me.”
sort of dream again. Something shapeless and even incomprehensible. What
Fetyukovitch’s make of such a desperate case; and so they followed his
time? Our peasants are robbers, you know; they have no care for their
was a shade of something like dread discernible in it. He had become
himself. Of Dmitri, for instance, he did not say a word. He was quite
in what.’ ”
begotten me, loved me, not spared his life for me, grieved over my
_panie_? Don’t you trust me? I can’t give you the whole three thousand
away in a cupboard? It would not have caught the prisoner’s eye, and he
thirty years. He looked about him with curiosity, together with assumed
“Perhaps I haven’t forgiven him, though,” she said, with a sort of menace
“I have seen a ball. The year before last, Kuzma Kuzmitch’s son was
worldly and all who set themselves up above the people of God, has not
“Here!” cried Madame Hohlakov, running back joyfully to Mitya, “here is
My mysterious visitor, now my friend, told me that at first he was not in
scaffold in procession behind the prison van. At the scaffold they call to
“It must be Rakitin, who’s been going to see him lately,” smiled Alyosha,
“Excuse me. How’s that? Why, when you were here a month ago you spent
up to him. As soon as she caught sight of the elder she began shrieking
words and actions, confirmed by witnesses, and the picture made a terrible
rushed to pick it up as though everything in the world depended on the
become—which God forbid—yet, when we recall how we buried Ilusha, how we
feel that.”
“Look, your coat’s covered with blood, too!”
“Yes,” said the prosecutor thoughtfully, as though reflecting on
breathless and joyful. “A carriage from Mokroe for you, Timofey the
great surprise at Alyosha.
I thought, it’s a bad job; there’s something fresh. We had reached the
Yes, till the secret is revealed, there are two sorts of truths for
without delay. That must be done in your presence and therefore—”
haste and they walked as far as Captain Snegiryov’s lodging, a
“Well? Did you talk to him?” Grushenka put in eagerly.
He took this second wife, Sofya Ivanovna, also a very young girl, from
“No; no need to write it down. But still you do have curious dreams.”
“My brother did not expect this in the least,” muttered Alyosha. “He was
confessed that he had done wrong, that he had borrowed “ten roubles in my
Fyodor Pavlovitch had for the last week locked himself in every night and
the sentence set forth in paragraph 1.E.1 with active links or immediate
part, of course, am ready to wish you all success ... in your defense....
“Because, in all probability you don’t believe yourself in the immortality
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“You know, I keep thinking of your pistols.”
were three kinds of well‐baked bread, two bottles of wine, two of
she’s a gentle soul, and not to blame for anything. So what am I to tell
quivered.
would be ingratitude. In short, I am a hired servant, I expect my payment
don’t know.”
down. But just as he reached the tavern, a window was flung open, and his
over her. In another minute she might have cried. She was greatly amused
“I can’t tell you that.”
man was overcome by the desire to express himself once in his life. People
it may serve as a justification to you for anything. For the Eternal Judge
respectable family, and taken under the protection of a wealthy old man,
two hundred, then....”
penetrate their hearts with these simple tales. Give one hour a week to it
thousands were lost to her for ever. The little village and the rather
“The whole point of my article lies in the fact that during the first
alone who had persuaded me that his brother Dmitri was a murderer! I said
Church. So be it, so be it! Even though at the end of the ages, for it is
care for such elegance. They say he used to jump up and thrash even ladies
horse, “but you’re like a little child ... that’s how we look on you ...
know yourself what you want with him, if you make such a clamor about him.
with a face contorted with bitter grief she began, without a word, beating
felt a peculiar uneasiness at heart the whole time.
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“That will refresh you, that will calm you. Be calm, don’t be frightened,”
days. She was positively thinner. She did not hold out her hand to him. He
father, it would grieve me that you should reject your punishment. But you
of my sort, sir. For there must be some one able to love even a man like
have to let it off on me, Alexey, man of God!” said Rakitin, with a smile
say, ‘He has still not confessed!’ Wait a bit, don’t despise me too much.
he’s hunting me in the dark, in the night ... tracking me, and I hide
When Fyodor Pavlovitch heard of this development in Smerdyakov he
to pay back? That’s just it. I shan’t shoot myself. I haven’t the strength
tongue!” he cried to Krassotkin. “Take no notice of him, doctor,” he
beggar and have no father. And they used to throw it in my teeth in
“Love is over, Mitya!” Katya began again, “but the past is painfully dear
women,’ for that is what you are secretly longing for. You’ll dine on
Miüsov, as a man of breeding and delicacy, could not but feel some inward
“Kindly look at it,” Smerdyakov answered, still in the same low tone.
“Better acquit ten guilty men than punish one innocent man! Do you hear,
save me—from him and for ever!”
“In such affairs, Alexey Fyodorovitch, in such affairs, the chief thing is
predicates now, part of which Father Iosif just enumerated, are the
position, which you describe as being so awful, why could you not have had
They laughed and could not stop themselves, and not scornfully, but kindly
“A weighty speech,” a gentleman in one group observed gravely.
ranks of the revolutionists, and would perhaps play a conspicuous part....
“The prisoner, running away in the garden in the dark, climbed over the
you, not him; take me to the other end of the world.’ And I’d only forty
during the night. I feel that perhaps my decision is a terrible one—for
him.
dead face of Fyodor Pavlovitch. Terror‐stricken, Marfa rushed away from
dwarfish creature, “not five foot within a wee bit,” as many of the pious
The counsel for the defense was equally clever in dealing with the
one actual illuminating fact to his former fantastic statements; all those
It’s a noble deed on your part!”
him? I am so glad he has come, I need him, I can’t do without him. Oh,
a little anecdote of that lady which had nothing to do with the case. But
emphatically stated, in reply to our questions, that when, on coming out
Alyosha came to see his sick brother twice a day. But this time he had
To which Grushenka replied that she had heard him say so before other
at him. “No fear. I am sending you to father, and I know what I’m saying.
His pretty little face looked rather pale, as it fell back on the sofa
voice, bathed in tears, stretching out her clasped hands towards them. “He
behave properly here.... And you, Pyotr Alexandrovitch, will you go, too?”
fervor a long time, I saw him suddenly turn pale, and his face worked
“Our Helper and Defender” is sung instead.
that he had pictured the fatal moment beforehand, but had only pictured
“Pay back the three thousand.”
She waved her hand with a look of repulsion.
“He will, I see he will! Eh, Misha! Why, I was going to kiss you for the
beard and dragged him out into the street and for some distance along it,
And men rejoiced that they were again led like sheep, and that the
letter at once, give it me.”
There was a bright moon in the sky. A nightmare of ideas and sensations
“And does the shot burn?” he inquired.
that when Ivan, on leaving Katerina Ivanovna with Alyosha, as I’ve related
of a cap?’ ‘It was an old cotton rag of hers lying about.’ ‘And do you
repeating ‘He ran away squealing’: the sight of that haunted him. He was
several men, and that she was led out, and that when he recovered himself
lofty feelings, whose love is pure and full of self‐sacrifice, may yet
“Good‐by. But I shan’t say anything of your being able to sham a fit, and
Grushenka, the narrow pink ribbon with which it had been tied, and many
putting the notes in your side‐pocket? Ah, you’ll lose them!”
time for it, but meantime, consider; we have perhaps a dozen witnesses
“I quite understand. And if you don’t speak of that, I shall say nothing
acquaintance ... in that town.”
are sinful and foolish, and we don’t understand that life is heaven, for
Forgive my foolery—it was only nonsense, and there’s nothing unseemly in
little, little point, so little that perhaps it doesn’t count. You see, my
Hearing of the message, Mitya suddenly smiled, and there was a flush of
fond of listening to these soup‐makers, so far.”
world.’ ”
witnesses, or Nikolay Parfenovitch’s little secretary, had compassionately
has lived in my joys, in my successes. To murder such a father—that’s
and give it.” Alyosha smiled softly. “God will conquer!” he thought. “He
upsetting, horribly. A man is not a drum, gentlemen!”
“You’d better tell me some anecdote!” said Ivan miserably.
doubts were already arising among men of the truth of these miracles. And
fourteen years. To‐morrow I will beseech those hands to let me go.”
‘It has all been done as he wrote,’ cries the prosecutor.
steps too. All stared at Mitya.
possession, and should sue me for the money so as to get me into prison by
of accomplices who begin to accuse one another at once! And think of the
masters—far more, indeed. I repeat that, because I am convinced that there
end of dinner, and since Ivan’s arrival in our town he had done so every
late. But now I sit and await words of wisdom. I’m like the philosopher,
“I didn’t laugh at all.”
Chapter III. The Medical Experts And A Pound Of Nuts
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“I’ve never for one instant believed that you were the murderer!” broke in
knocked Grigory down and run away. When we told him that Grigory saw the
off, come along!”
the prisoner in the room set aside for the purpose were practically
take you and we’ll fly away.... Oh, I’d give my whole life for one year
“I went to the window, put my forehead against the frozen pane, and I
figure expressed unutterable pride.
another year and a half.”
humor. He put the twenty‐five rouble note in his pocket and he felt
“You will come back again!” murmured Father Païssy, looking after him with
passing. Suddenly my second, the ensign, came in with the pistols to fetch
“Listen; I’ve told you I won’t go away without an answer!” Ivan cried,
a difference, you know. And how do you know? I may not be going to make it
sin, and wonders whether one should use force or humble love. Always
But Miüsov had no time to reply to this sarcasm. They were asked to come
thousand.”
had absolute confidence in his honesty. It happened once, when Fyodor
“What a rigmarole! And it all seems to happen at once, as though it were
now. Sit still. Now we’ve a treat for you, in your own line, too. It’ll
found by the tyrannical old lady who had brought up their mother. She was
lately, only the day before yesterday, that night when I was having all
part. Let us make a compact here, at Ilusha’s stone, that we will never
her?”
“Just so, hurrah! You are a prophet. Oh, we shall get on together,
bag—so be it, you shall hear this romance!
who was his true friend. No, he won’t recognize that I am his truest
going? You won’t pass by; you see that we two clever people have something
my doing that they’ve dressed me up like a clown.”
“Well, I made up my mind to kill myself. What had I left to live for? That
“Nonsense!” he yelled, in a sudden frenzy, “it’s a barefaced lie. He
was contorted and somber. He went away.
woman shouted at him.
when one’s left alone in the evening,” he used to say. It was his habit to
like this all the time on purpose to try you. I have been testing you all
happiness. Stay ... listen, Alyosha, I always used to surprise your
Through the pale darkness of the night loomed a solid black mass of
jealousy—and of whom? His father! And the worst of it was that the crazy
“Thank you!” he articulated slowly, as though letting a sigh escape him
It was by now seven o’clock, and it was getting dark as Alyosha entered
morning and evening. But how can we carry out such a cure in our mansion,
into his heart with despair. There was one moment when he felt an impulse
took the bishop in!”
speech, having learnt from some one that he had sent them to be changed. I
“_And the third day there was a marriage in Cana of Galilee;_” read Father
known of the robbery. I ask you, gentlemen, would Smerdyakov have behaved
their evidence. But it was supposed that he did this rather by way of
to escape, though he shook his head uneasily, wondering whether he ought
satisfy his conscience, though scarcely believing his own disavowal, a
the most important things.”
of Gennesaret were the poorest that can possibly be imagined ... and
Alyosha came out quickly and hastened up to Kolya. Before he reached him,
those tears,” echoed in his soul.
Alyosha:
silence who has been mentioned already, as antagonistic to Father Zossima
“Not at all,” answered a man’s voice politely, but with emphatic dignity.
impetuously to him. She seized him by the hands, and almost by force made
It’s three months since I left home. I’ve forgotten him. I’ve forgotten
all for the best.”
were to accompany Mavriky Mavrikyevitch. The peasant who had been ordered
his face. Alyosha was even more disconcerted and vexed. At last he turned
“I don’t want my two hundred, either,” cried Mitya, “I wouldn’t take it
struggling with myself. And suddenly I hated you so that I could hardly
duel.’ ‘Father,’ he said, ‘when I grow up, I’ll knock him down, knock the
his life, did any one dream of suspecting that he was the criminal. No one
and in me. I am not guilty of my father’s murder!”
the Brothers Karamazov.
is right; for all is like an ocean, all is flowing and blending; a touch
of frost, the tongue instantly freezes to it and the dupe tears the skin
“Madam, if you are an experienced doctor, I’m certainly an experienced
“Have you been admitted to Communion?”
“I am not guilty. I am guilty of the blood of another old man but not of
him valuable is that he is not from these parts, so he is not afraid of
next day, and was just hastening to search his pockets when he saw the
do you know it all beforehand? Ah, here’s the doctor. Goodness! What will
lately, only the day before yesterday, that night when I was having all
Chapter II. The Alarm
ascertaining whether the _only_ witness of his crime were dead; that he
their birth.
discomfort. But instead of going away altogether, he fell to knocking
A carriage belonging to Madame Hohlakov drove up to the gate. The captain,
struck him for the first time, “and I am not angry with you. But if Ivan
a two‐sided nature, fluctuating between two extremes, that even when moved
on all the earth, which the Lord will not forgive to the truly repentant!
like her, ‘the crazy woman’ ”—that was what he used to call his dead wife,
“Yes, yes,” the boys repeated enthusiastically.
“And I kiss you too, Lise. Listen, Alexey Fyodorovitch,” Madame Hohlakov
thousand with him. And to the question where he got the money, she said
So much for your money!”
“What’s that for?” asked Grigory, looking at him threateningly from under
been a good thing.” Alyosha smiled brightly.
voice.
It was at this time that the meeting, or, rather gathering of the members
peeped in at them, he would certainly have concluded that they were
would come.”
if you repine as you repined just now, declaring you’d be glad to have
wives’ tales and I don’t think much of universal history in general,” he
“Make haste! H’m!... Don’t be in a hurry, Alyosha, you hurry and worry
so it was not for the sake of studying the classics they introduced Latin,
habit, alas! And if I sometimes talk nonsense out of place it’s with an
grow old and have death to look forward to. Well, so be it! I am weary.
tells me that beforehand—warns me. He is planning to throw me over, that’s
They were both standing at the time by the great stone close to the fence,
The only obstacle to me is your company....”
her with arrogant dignity and self‐assertion, with the greatest punctilio
and subtlety had gained him peculiar renown in legal circles of recent
“And naught but the whispering silence,” the line for some reason rose to
later by God’s grace I entered upon the safe and blessed path, praising
Having uttered these words Mitya sat down again on his chair. Grushenka
the handkerchief out of his pocket. But the handkerchief turned out to be
impatience. Fetyukovitch was obviously shaken by Katerina Ivanovna’s
brothers?”
“Lord, receive me, with all my lawlessness, and do not condemn me. Let me
no need at all.... I don’t need it! Away!”
“So much the better for you. Well, it’s time I was going. Good‐by!”
anxiety; do you understand how he honored you? But how is it that he has
alone and defying them all, that his heart was full of resentment, of
only was he unable to release him, but there was not and could not be on
“Close to you,” murmured Mitya, kissing her dress, her bosom, her hands.
“He is looking at you,” the other boys chimed in.
born. But only one who can appease their conscience can take over their
“And did you understand it?”
coming, he was a widower, he wanted to see me. It took my breath away;
four o’clock, almost at sunrise, all the officials, the police captain,
by it! What comfort is it to me that there are none guilty and that cause
peremptorily, addressing the whole company, though her words were
had never known till then. Towering like a mountain above all the rest
“To Plotnikov’s shop—first‐rate!” cried Mitya, as though struck by an
corpse—retribution. And yet the prosecutor allowed him love, which he
both arms, though he looked sideways at the same point, at the sofa that
him come back; do you remember? Do you know what we were quarreling about
“No, Ivan. You’ve told yourself several times that you are the murderer.”
grave, had gone to Odessa, abandoning the grave and all his memories.
dropped that “they must be asses not to find the dog, if it was alive.”
almost embarrassed.
astounded that he failed to assist him when he got up again. There was a
Ilyitch was astounded.
come upon him at once. And that very apprehension, that very wonder,
as though I disdained her acquaintance. I did go up and speak to her at an
man’s alive? Oh, then the shame of the other disgrace I would wipe away. I
the depths.”
word. Let us walk slowly, sir. I should be glad of your kind interest.”
“Ech, it’s not a secret, and you know it, too,” Grushenka said, in a voice
Where then was he to get the means, where was he to get the fateful money?
complaint ever since her marriage, and respected him for his spiritual
been there when he had leant back, exhausted, on the chest.
“I forbid you to speak of _The Grand Inquisitor_,” cried Ivan, crimson
“What Trifon Nikititch?” asked the youth, staring with loutish amazement
you, I beseech you, to hear me. Three weeks before he murdered his father,
previous idea and could not have foreseen. We had such a fact in
“You must appreciate it, and what’s more, you must respect it, for if not,
You approve, Ippolit Kirillovitch?” He turned to the prosecutor.
as any one says a word from the heart to her—it makes her forget
murder. But it is very easy to point out that moment. He might have waked
timid, pleading smile appeared on his lips at once, and with an
“Not Zhutchka?” Alyosha looked at Kolya with eyes full of pity. “Is she
the Russian peasant, worn out by grief and toil, and still more by the
Russian woman on the banks of the Neva. I won’t speak of Ilusha, he is
leaves, bits of stick, and shavings clinging to it, as she always slept on
asked, with great curiosity. “Why did you reckon on me rather than any one
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reflected at the time) not owing to his arrest or his fright, but a chill
before, Dmitri had first brought him, at Katerina Ivanovna’s special
rational outcome of his position for every infidel! Is that so or not?”
“Yes, he told me, ‘Don’t tell him.’ It’s you that Mitya’s most afraid of.
figure expressed unutterable pride.
killed the old servant, and that I was in danger of Siberia just when my
realists to belief. The genuine realist, if he is an unbeliever, will
Karamazov; I want to hear both sides. What makes you ask?”
showed it. In a large, distinct hand was written: “I punish myself for my
did my slightest bidding, obeyed me as though I were God, tried to copy
witness of his crime was dead or alive, and so showed that he had
was turned, Kartashov hastily opened Smaragdov, which lay among Kolya’s
that those two seconds were worth walking not a quadrillion kilometers but
“I only arrived to‐day.... To see the mess you are in here.” Smerdyakov
tell you the public would have believed it all, and you would have been
it struck him that Ivan might be with her, especially on the eve of the
“Oh, if it’s pounding in a mortar, it may be only talk,” observed Alyosha.
end of the world, even when gods disappear from the earth; they will fall
“He wants a thrashing, a good thrashing!” The doctor stamped in a perfect
seeing the meaning of it, I might bawl hosannah, and the indispensable
“Well, I know nothing of it so far, and can’t understand it, and the
for Alyosha, the police captain was very fond of him and had known him for
lines of poetry in my life. But I made up this poem in prose and I
What do I care for royal wealth
The deathlike silence in the court was not broken—all seemed petrified:
happened there last night, whether, by any chance, she went to Fyodor
“Only Moscow is farther and Tchermashnya is nearer. Is it to save my
movements. Everything was simple and good‐natured, her gestures were
became so acute that they drove him at last to despair. He sent his
forgive me, too, and that’s heaven. Am I not in heaven now?”
God had not blessed them with children. One child was born but it died.
he tell us? Look at his face!”
object, that irritated him there, worried him and tormented him.
here for Easter, and I asked him: ‘Your Excellency,’ said I, ‘can a lady’s
to kill him outright and relieve himself of all anxiety about the witness?
though you were to blame for everything. I came back to you then,
But with every instant he felt clearly and, as it were, tangibly, that
kiss her. I don’t cleave to her bosom. Am I to become a peasant or a
to my servants. And an hour later she was hugging Yulia’s feet and kissing
father has something to say to me alone, why should I go in unseen? Most
you to consent to Tchermashnya? Since you went to Tchermashnya with no
afterwards with spiteful laughter that the story was perhaps not quite
He was wearing his coarse gown girt with a rope. His bare chest, covered
your character.... Even admitting that it was an action in the highest
made his way in the dark to her bedroom, where a light was burning. As
from him at once the whole of the sum required. Of the commercial value of
have begun, I may as well go on,” he decided. His predominant sensation at
such be enough to make a tragedy? More than that, one such standing at the
reformed me? Never! For I’m a Karamazov. For when I do leap into the pit,
vigorous, intelligent girls, so common in this generation, but sometimes
Come, let me have tea. I am so glad of our talk, Ivan.”
“Ah, Alexey Fyodorovitch, that’s true, of course, and you’ll have time to
recovered, not completely perhaps, but still regaining consciousness, as
that held the notes.
rare combination of unusual circumstances. Now, on the other side, take
anybody, even for Samsonov, in his heart. He strode along a narrow forest
“dreadful affair,” and it was only as she was getting into bed, that,
to us, “Make us your slaves, but feed us.” They will understand
after that.”
mother of old. He was a great saint and he could not have spoken falsely.
you want them so much. If other men would have to answer for your escape,
he lost his mother in his fourth year he remembered her all his life—her
however.
“Speak!” cried Ivan, “I want above everything to know what you thought
it had been with Samsonov, not trying to allure the lady with the
And as they never take strong drink, I assure you they both drop asleep at
“Would you like to look anywhere else if you’re not ashamed to?”
Many of the Church party regarded him unquestioningly as on their side.
external character—he felt that. Some person or thing seemed to be
who had already waked up and gone out to the gate, and began imploring him
“Don’t you want a drink?”
“He’d kill me first of all, like a fly. But even more than that, I am
couldn’t speak. It’s not them he’s afraid of—could you be frightened of
sofa.... It is absolutely imperative that you should give an explanation.”
declared aloud two or three times to her retainers:
“Absolutely no one. No one and nobody.”
“Are you speaking the truth? Well, now, after such a confession, I believe
“_And saith unto him, Every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine;
was unwilling to take in his name, but finally called a maid. Pyotr
dog lame?’ He is told that the boy threw a stone that hurt the dog’s paw.
had some design. Ivan felt that.
greatly.
going about me, that last week I played robbers with the preparatory boys.
“Are you a driver?” he asked frantically.
The moments of contemplating that animal fear, when the criminal sees that
explain the whole episode to you before we go in,” he began with
environment.’ They are afraid of the environment. He writes poetry, too,
at anything here. I always took you for an educated man....”
Ivan said this in a perfect fury, giving him to understand with obvious
And that certainly was so, I assure you.
the monastery.... I was joking this morning, don’t be angry with me. My
To add to what the heart doth say.
beat a retreat, leaving Smerdyakov his booty. Gentlemen of the jury, I put
to‐morrow, of the trial; but, would you believe it, I know nothing about
Ivan were the more striking in Alyosha’s eyes since Dmitri was, compared
Whether they had really been healed or were simply better in the natural
“Good‐by. You are a nice chap, that you are.”
child. The hounds catch him, and tear him to pieces before his mother’s
His entrance was for the first moment almost unnoticed. The principal
dance I could dance you,’ he said. What do you say to that? ‘I’ve plenty
friend to another and received by them for his companionable and
needle.”
from all, that no one had seen the envelope, though many had heard of it.
I am afraid, oh, I am afraid she will tell how she bowed to the ground
suffering—for an idea, for instance—he will very rarely admit that,
you’re bored?” Grushenka flew at him with evident intention of finding
are less noticed, or passed over in silence. And how surprised men would
knows everything. He knew about it long before you. But Ivan’s a tomb.”
how I hate Russia.... That is, not Russia, but all this vice! But maybe I
understands what it has all been for. All the religions of the world are
should keep a sharp eye on her new lodger’s conduct. But this sharp eye
back to the monastery next day, possibly even that evening. Moreover, he
Yet, it will be objected, Smerdyakov had seen the money in the envelope.
“I haven’t got the letter.”
to press you to tell me what facts have led you to this conviction of your
had only lately come to the town. And this man—the inspector of police,
frenzy. He was unmistakably a man driven into a corner, on the brink of
doggerel. ‘It’s the first time I’ve soiled my hands with writing poetry,’
“Why, I didn’t notice the blood at all at the time,” answered Mitya.
in Father Zossima’s cell.... And the very same day, in the evening I beat
“Did he never say before you ... casually, or in a moment of irritation,”
kingdom ruling over all the earth. For that we have the divine promise.”
arrival of this new man, and he had never thought of him! But how could
“Lise, Lise! Bless her—bless her!” she cried, starting up suddenly.
Dmitri led his brother to the most secluded corner of the garden. There,
that the secret should be kept sacred. Those two simple creatures, Agafya
coolness in the town towards him and all his family. His friends all
Moscow, with great ceremony, with ikons, all in fine style. The general’s
dreamily at him.
Nikolay Parfenovitch laid upon the table a large and thick official
before. The lady came to meet her visitor, with a sternly inquiring
“It happens at night. You see those two branches? In the night it is
heaven and eternity. Though if there were anything in the other world, it
“Oh, nothing. God created light on the first day, and the sun, moon, and
believe till he saw, but when he did see he said, “My Lord and my God!”
“It’s a pity. Damn it all, what wouldn’t I do to the man who first
is not with those of little faith. Quite the contrary.” Indeed, all his
the broken vase, while Grigory stood by the table looking gloomily at the
“I start from the position that this confusion of elements, that is, of
spoke of you in the highest terms ...” Mitya broke down again. But these
now offering you his hand.”
believe in God perhaps. Your suffering Inquisitor is a mere fantasy.”
and shaking the drops of tea off himself. “He remembers Luther’s inkstand!
monastery he met this elder. I must digress to explain what an “elder” is
not your old ladies I mean, but ours. We’ve everything you have, I am
champagne. The men preferred rum, brandy, and, above all, hot punch. Mitya
devil!”
know Katerina Ivanovna is here now?”
nature. Oh, we shall persuade them at last not to be proud, for Thou didst
a statement from his father. Fyodor Pavlovitch remarked for the first time
He was only twenty, his brother Ivan was in his twenty‐fourth year at the
is staying with the priest at Ilyinskoe, about twelve versts from the
“No, not big.”
There’s no knowing what you might build on it. Ha ha! Take comfort,
since he had thrown earth upon her coffin, and in the course of years had
though on purpose, both her maids had gone off to a birthday‐party in the
Not long ago I read the criticism made by a German who had lived in
at last to open. Pyotr Ilyitch was admitted into Fenya’s kitchen, but the
people, of good education and breeding.’ You see, I must repeat again, it
“You think so? Is that your idea?” Kolya looked at him intently. “Oh, you
never come back.... It is for ever. I don’t want to sit beside a
time, not since the night. And he had no sooner thought of him than he at
wickedness on your part. Dmitri might kill him, but that he would steal—I
instance, and the “manly” Kolya burst into tears like a boy of six. And
renounce their filthy sin, yet they know it is cursed by God and that they
youthful inexperience, and it was all so fine, like you.... And the way he
do better not to apologize. I will do my best and the reader will see for
and you do not agree to be bound by the terms of this agreement, you may
decided that you shall spend some time in the world? He must have foreseen
where Father Ferapont’s cell stood. “Maybe he will speak as you are a
scaffold in procession behind the prison van. At the scaffold they call to
been jealous at once, and would perhaps have stained his fierce hands with
off, would not be so bold. And if anything had happened, you might have
in that insulting fashion. And I am told that his son, a boy, quite a
“How can you, and in that dress too, associate with schoolboys?” she cried
honor and duty and something higher—I don’t know what—but higher perhaps
this, we are to believe, that he might more conveniently get up and murder
struck Alyosha most in that face was its expression of childlike good
to see it. Well, here, I’ve brought it to you.”
Alyosha, how she, Fenya, had stood on the watch, how the mistress had set
with me. It’s like this. Once upon a time there was a peasant woman and a
would move to another town, how we would buy a horse and cart. ‘We will
was speechless with surprise, as you may suppose. Three days later came
“In my pocket? Yes, in my pocket. All right.... But, I say, that’s all
off without quarreling. And I never gave them away. I never bragged of one
“That makes it worse! Worse and better than all! Alyosha, I am awfully
do homage to the Holy Places and then to go to the north to Siberia:
firmness of character to carry it about with him for a whole month
damages, costs and expenses, including legal fees. YOU AGREE THAT YOU HAVE
and yet I shall love you for ever, and you will love me; do you know that?
“Not real?” Kolya flushed. “It burns. I don’t know, of course.”
that angered Ivan more than anything.... But of all this later.
death. They are not sentimentalists there. And in prison he was
Grushenka, when she will come to me.’ He scrawled it himself in silence
burying him, suddenly, at the deacon’s exhortation, “Depart all ye
mad, prosecutor!”
Anna Order on his breast. He compromised the girl by his promise of
He could not go on. His eyes were glittering and he breathed with
He went straight to the point, and began by saying that although he
askance at his new cook. “Would you like to get married? Shall I find you
eh? Do you know, gentlemen, you’re both afraid now ‘what if he won’t tell
street, so that no one knew of it in the town. I lodged with two decrepit
forgotten what it’s called. A pound of what children are very fond of,
may never find it out at all, in spite of her lesson to‐day. Well, it’s
her cheeks. The modeling of her face might be said to be too broad, and
to look at her, laughing, and began jesting with unbridled licentiousness.
It was a bright, clear day, and many of the visitors were thronging about
“I’ll tell you. He is a man of weak and timorous character; he has
of it’s real. And I say to myself, ‘What if I’ve been believing all my
roubles he had already managed to spend, the whole sum was found on him.
is not the same as man’s,” and that something had happened which was “in
he really did shoot himself.
“What a dear, charming boy he is!”
Grushenka had insulted her. Then, parting from Alyosha, Mitya had rushed
by name already, but had never made his acquaintance nor exchanged a word
“I could have done better than that. I could have known more than that, if
should think it dishonorable to say. Ech! you can write it; you’ve nothing
wrote, the prosecutor said suddenly, as though pitching on a new idea:
and blamed himself when they kept recurring to him during the last month.
ached and there was a painful throbbing in his temples. He felt that his
grandchildren, and worked for him like a charwoman. Another of his
being harnessed, an omelette was prepared for him. He ate it all in an
with him at the restaurant here, in the market‐place. I went, but didn’t
market‐place here one day, just when they’d driven in the geese. I stopped
and turning his inquiring eyes to each as he spoke, as though there were
short, and delicate‐looking. On his white, slender, little fingers he
the terrible tower of Babel will be built again, and though, like the one
fifty, with a dyspeptic complexion, dark hair turning gray and cut short,
plan of action had arisen without reasoning. At Fenya’s first words, it
And she slammed the door quickly. The bolt clicked. Alyosha put the note
charming, excellent young man, Pyotr Ilyitch Perhotin, who’s in the
know, when he begins telling stories.... The year before last he invited
It was obviously this gentleman who had shouted to him, as there was no
filled with dread that Mitya might be unwilling to disclose it.
was, I believe, a character of greater depth than was generally supposed.
too. But she is so ill, Alexey Fyodorovitch, she has been so ill all
devil. He goes to the baths. If you undressed him, you’d be sure to find
Dmitri had left Alyosha the day before, though the parting had been very
would go should be “included in the case.”
“Gentlemen,” he said in a loud voice, almost shouting, yet stammering at
my own! And how can you imagine a dog could be alive after swallowing a
house, and abandoned himself to orgies of drunkenness. In the intervals he
knew she was positively hysterical upon the subject) “why should she
“But you have forgiven him already,” said Alyosha, smiling.
the prison for him, and would you believe it, he threw them back to me: he
one’s.”
“No, I did not know. I kept thinking of Dmitri. Brother, brother! Ach!” He
fully and sincerely loved humanity again.
“Listen!” he said aloud, “let’s go by the path beyond the monastery
elder of the prisoner’s brothers, who had believed in his guilt, but has
a mistake on the part of the old man—some impossible _quiproquo_?”
questions. Why have you been looking at me in expectation for the last
“Can you sew?”
do you want?” cried Alyosha irritably.
then tells him to remember it all his life! What ferocity!”
confessions attained no good object, but actually to a large extent led to
long been whispering. They had long before formulated this damning
good‐humoredly. He did, it is true, exclaim, from time to time,
say. Ivan noticed this particularly. “He must be bored with me,” he
position, was one of the bold and ironical spirits of that progressive
thirty years. He looked about him with curiosity, together with assumed
undertaken. The elder had sent Porfiry the evening before to a widow,
distinguish the truth within him, or around him, and so loses all respect
despicable wretch, Fyodor Pavlovitch, too much to have been upset by him
slowly and wearily, but some hidden inner force urged him on. He evidently
So much for your money!”
“I am Alexey Karamazov,” Alyosha began in reply.
And Alyosha ran downstairs and into the street.
spite of all his youthful indignation and contempt for Fyodor Pavlovitch.
“I will go away,” said Grushenka, taking up her mantle from the sofa.
before to make some other use of it, to give or send it away; he may have
ever talks in rhyme? And if we were all to talk in rhyme, even though it
know that for certain. What if any one does show off a bit? Don’t I do it
and stronger and more wholesome and good for life in the future than some
But the carriage had already driven away. Ivan made no reply.
There had certainly been the sound of a bell in the distance, but the
smock. Not far off was a village, he could see the black huts, and half
faith of the saints.
“Yes, and quick to take offense. And there was too much rhetoric, such
coach.
Snegiryov’s face looked eager, yet bewildered and exasperated. There was
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secret.... You cried out, just now, that Siberia would be better than
“What do you think yourself?”
“No, I’d better not,” he smiled gently.
he would address the offender or answer some question with as trustful and
and of excellent education, which I also was not. I was so overwhelmed at
I won’t wait till he comes back.”
Russia and abroad. He had known Proudhon and Bakunin personally, and in
praise God, for if only in you two His truth has been fulfilled.
money in Moscow or, better still, abroad. I did dream of it, chiefly
who are said to be “possessed by devils.” At times after terrible fits of
gown could be heard clanking.
known of the robbery. I ask you, gentlemen, would Smerdyakov have behaved
President made a movement.